i'm
struggling.
i have not touch any of my designs for a long time.
i am getting less motivated
with the fact that i have not done enough.
with the fact that i thought i would be quite good.
but i am not.
with the fact that i am not persuasive and aggressive.
with the fact that most of my thoughts are wrong.
and
with the fact that i am passionate but don't seem so.
there are so many things out there.
that we are struggling to cope.
not just me.
but also my dear, y e u.
i wish i could handle things better.
i really don't know what to do sometimes.
life.
